Malevolence.

After that fatefully disastrous day, that moment,
You were torn to pieces, unable to feel carnal instances
As you floated through the world half-human, sub-human,
and not able to experience like the rest of us but Lord help us,
did we experience together.
With no other have I felt the same kind of excitement
when it came down to wanton situations and love.
Good God, come back
These days, you’ve become someone I don’t particularly care for inside,
but insides are a different matter
and every memory takes over me.
PS this was all a lie, someone I barely knew felt better inside me,
every time,
you malicious fuck