Asdasd.

I struggle to feel something.
I struggle to not feel numb.
I struggle to not be disappointed.
It consumes me without regard for my emotions - ironic.

Eh, prophesy saw this coming and it brings one down.
It's a shame I never did see it.

Confidence is difficult to manage and it can tip easily
into someone's direction,
making it impossible to control,
and that's why I am where I am.

Frustration is also a lovely feeling.
Make me feel.